So tonight is the last night I'll be here in California. It's about 2:30am and I have to be up at around 7am to pack and hit the road to make the long trip back to Arizona. A large part of me just wishes to forget everything I have in that state and just start over here, but unfortunately I have obligations to attend to. I enjoyed my time out in Arizona while it lasted, especially with the friends I made, the experiences I've had, and the lessons I learned. In no way will I ever forget the times I've spent there and people I met, but no longer does Arizona appeal to me like it used to. The motherland calls and beckons to me like a siren, even more so now that I've made my trip out here.
My move will not be right away but it will be soon. Since I had lost my job at Target for idiotic technical, black and white, company red tape, bull shit policies. It's gonna be sooner or later. So far its looking like this:
Plan A: Upon my arrival to Arizona I begin my job search, hopefully one I can acquire within a month, and continue to live in my apartment and finish out my lease. From there, I move back with my dad, save some money, pack my essentials that I can carry on a plane, then move out back here and start fresh. That is the plan I'm hoping for. But of course with every plan there must be a contingency, which brings us to...
Plan B: Upon my arrive to Arizona I begin my job search, by perchance I do not acquire one by the time I owe rent to the complex I live at I will have to cut my losses, tell the complex of my situation, break my lease, owe them money (which will put me further into debt), then move back with my dad, scrape up what I can to buy a ticket to California, and starting fresh sooner than I had anticipated.
We will see what will happen but from the positivity I have gotten this past week I think I can take whatever Arizona can throw at me, so bring it on. I have contacts and friends in places that I know can help me. You know who you are. And to the friends I have acquired over the years I've spent in Arizona. I will always remember you and will still be in connections with ya. Anywho, it's late and I need to be up early so I'll see you guys in Arizona sometime tomorrow.
If I could leave Arizona or if I had anything outside of here I'd move too. You have to go where you're happy.
Posted by: Grant | 07/05/2010 at 02:25 PM